Some people get all judgy – judgy because they think they know your story
without even asking you. Gone are the days of judging a book by its cover; enter
the days where people size you up through a third party’s poorly written,
b-rated blog post from their far from accurate, twisted perspective of
your story. I’m kind of in a situation like that – with people that are
supposed to be close to me. I’m not usually into cryptic writing, but I just have to get this OFF of me.
In my extremely passion-filled HEART I want to shake these people, who for
whatever reason, always look for the bad in a person – even if they can’t find
it. There are just those who are born with an agenda – trying to make themselves
look good by making others (falsely) look bad. In my MIND, I know I should
just grin and bear it. But, how long do you let someone fabricate your story for you?
I try to tell myself, it doesn’t matter what people think. Or, people MUST see
through the smoke.
Bitter and jealous people are just
really good at being mean, hiding behind a screen – possibly religion – with
satan deeply seeded in their hearts. Maybe what people think doesn't really matter, but words and actions administered through
THOUGHTS, cut. They cut deep.
It’s hurtful when people single you out by excluding you, or ignore you, don't celebrating your achievements, passive-aggressively telling untruths about
you – especially when it is intentional. It is most hurtful when it comes from
someone who, only in front of others will say, “I love you.”
Who wants to be “loved” like that?
